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Thursday, September 29, 2005

ok alot of stuff has happened during the past 2 days... soccer's not the reason of many people's downfall... it's betting on soccer... i shall not mention names but one fren alone lost 3k... heart pain man.. sheesh oh well... the matches were all kinda lousy this week... at least man utd won though...

Haven't been spendin time at home too.. been over at shaun's house and been living the life of a vampire... haha my day has become night n vice versa... i've improved on dota though. heh.... got degraded from a low end chunnin to a gennin last week but today i think i'm making my way up to a chunnin once more... heh i achieved god like with no deaths... heh..

I had work on tues... sheesh i jus stood around for an hour for the shoot and sat down for the rest of the hours and i received $100 jus like that.. not bad eh not bad... haha.. hope more jobs will be coming my way... I want my model rate to be increased... some ppl said some stuff at the shoot which made me pissed off inside but i couldn't show it cuz he was rather influencial so i jus want to prove him wrong... Seriously the industry is full of fake ppl did u noe that? It's full of politics and back stabbing that i'm kinda turned off by it.. i can really wonder how 2 ppl can talk to each other and be so fake... i was just listening to the conversation and i felt sick... hypocrosy that's wad it all is... I've vowed to myself that even if i make it big in the model industry, i won't be proud nor will I be caught with all the politics... I will not compromise my dignity and morals jus for the sake of money... loyalty and good work attitude is all I'll need... i hope i can get a big shoot soon... and that will increase my rate as a model (rate actually means your price.. all models have a certain price) and i'll shoot that man down for lookin down on the ppl i work for.. hmph...

Oh n talkin bout jobs, there's this sticky rice shop opening at gardens soon and i'm gonna go for a job interview as a waiter for them... i don't want my mom thinkin i'm jus living off my allowance and betting on soccer... haha... i should be a responsible kid heh... hope i do get it though... then my hols won't be so boring... wish me luck yea?

11:35 PM

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

YEA! my mom gave me her new phone.. nokia 6101.. heh first time i'm havin a phone with a damn camera... oh well... she won another phone through a luckydraw so she decided to gimme her new phone.. haha.. it's a flip phone by the way... n i agree with SP it'll be so much cooler with out the thing stickin out at the top.. if only it has bluetooth, i can take pics n upload them into the com straight away... oh well i can't ask for the world can i?

these few days have been quite fun... drank on fri and sat with gerard and ben... haha n i even managed to go church! (partly cuz gerard stayed over and woke me up) haha but i could barely keep my eyes open in cat class... haha too tired... n it was noel's birthday on sunday so we went over his place to celebrate... wanted to buy him smth but shaun said if his mom saw that i'd be dead haha.. so thought twice and jus gave him nothing haha... tony went also and i tried to ask him how to c-walk... real cool stuff.. i learnt abit here n there.. gonna keep practicing and dance at the club when i'm good.

n on a more sad note, man utd lost... i dunno how come but they jus lost and it pisses me off... how can they beat chelsea like that? they're behind chelsea by 10 points... and that it like a super big margin la... they're even behind charlton... sheesh..

So anyways i went bowling today and like we ate jus below the bowling alley.. some prawn mee stall.. haha.. the prawns there are so friggin huge i swear... haha n the mee is nice.. lucky i didn't order soup or i'd have thrown away the bowl.. the soup was like super herbalish... full of herbs and all the disgusting stuff.. but somehow, i managed to find a way to appreciate it... haha first i put a spoonful in my mouth before spittin it out on the plate and letting jus abit of the flavour to run down my throat haha jared found this highly amusing and followed me.. we ended up havin fun jus by doing that... haha.. and when shaun was trainin we hanged at the arcade playin with this stupid machine which would give out coins if u were lucky.. spent alot of cash on that machine haha highly addictive..

oh well i gotta go slp alreadi SP's gonna gimme a wake up call.. haha nitez ppl...

12:55 AM

Friday, September 23, 2005

TIGGER!!! i was feeling random... heh.. SP your kinda thing..

I've fallen... fallen... fallen SICK!!!! urgh... I'm always sick like once a month or smth.. but i jus push myself to the limits and continue having fun even though i'm sick haha.. it usually works but i feel like shit in the night... especially with this block nose... well let's jus hope my immunity works well huh? I'm down with a slight fever too.... been spendin rather late nights the past few days...

Hanged out at tok's house with Nick and Jared yesterday too... played the guitar and sang.. (seriously cannot make it) haha but we had fun... I had a dream yesterday too which i'm not really gonna say here cuz it's kinda stupid... more stupid than the dog chasing me.. haha.. Oh n last night i had a video conference with SP... haha it was so farnie... someone said i had a nice smile.. so i should smile more eh? haha.... but i definitely had fun... did you SP?

Oh n tml.. hmm i mean later on in the night it's gonna be cool.. if i'm not that sick that is... haha Gerard's parents are gonna go overseas... so that means he'll be FREE... haha n since everybody's free we're definitely gonna do smth cool tonight... heh... like maybe drink? or night cycling? smth we don't do everyday would be nice...

I watched final fantasy 7 advent children alreadi.... one word to describe it? -WOW- haha... the graphics are great and well the fighting scenes are fantastic... haha Jared says if you enjoyed the game you'll enjoy the movie oh well... i didn't play the game but i liked the movie anyway... haha it's not gonna come out in cinemas but it's gonna come out on dvd so ppl... take note! k ttfn! (tata for now *quoted from tigger*)

2:51 AM

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

this is ichigo... haha and his old soul slayer.. funky!

So like i didn't go clubbin last night due to some funding problems and I watched Bleach till a relatively late time... haha... Ben's at my house again... he came around 9? and took refuge at my house... haha that's wad they all do... Inclusive of Gerard.. haha he likes to doh on the sofa...

Jus realised last night that my hols end on the 6th nov... quite a long holiday... kinda hapi and my classmates are gonna organise a chalet on the 2nd, 3rd and 4th of oct... dunno who i should call along... boring if i go alone.. hmm oh well...

Bleach is damn cool i swear... Ichigo (the main character of the story) is damn powerful! haha well not gonna spoil it for you ppl jus go n watch it... haha and the cat is seriously omg HOT!!! haha.. Rukia's quite cute too... hmm... haha... n seems nicer...

1:15 PM

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

joel teo, me and joshua my old sch buddies
this is really nostalgic man

I had a farnie dream last night... it was really weird... first i was driving in this car and SP was sittin nxt to me. Then we were driving to church for dunno wad reason... and below the church there was this evil fella who was locked up under the church and he could control demons then he summoned this demonic dog like creature that attacked... I went out of the car and asked SP to stay in the car. Then i was like running away from the damn thing and bouncing on the fence and jumping on the cars around.. then SP said this 'you deserve it! You're always gaming!' sheesh then the damn dog almost caught me before i woke up... *yawns*

I'm at shaun's house now.. brought my lap top along cuz i'm watching bleach.. heh nice stuff i swear! Oh n i talked to the bounty hunter today (ben)... farnie dude la.. dunno how his mind works oh n i got 2 pictures of myself when i was in sec sch haha like in sec 3 haha it's on top.. haha i look so guai... (SP said it herself) *grinz*

12:35 AM

Sunday, September 18, 2005

right so like i jus came home... drenched... I dunno if it's just me or today's jus a bad day.... We lost like $400 on one single soccer match... and i decided to stick around shaun's place to play the ps2.... n when i decided to leave like halfway home, the rain started pouring down on me.... urgh.... bitch of a day.. oh n chelsea won 2-0... *sighs*

But in the afternoon i played soccer and basketball again... heh with gerard and his frenz... it was veri comical la.. but i mean i exercised at least i guess... nv felt so tired aft so long.. sheesh i'm really getting out of shape... *nods* I dunno how i'm gonna last the whole day... I feel a sense of jet lag haha.... Later on i have to go for mass and cat class.. gotta bring bubblegum for the kidos too... heh.

I'm gonna get some shut eye now.... maybe i won't even wake up for mass or cat class haha... i'm really tired... nitez

6:27 AM

Thursday, September 15, 2005

k well i went to play pool with Shirley, Jared, Shaun and Mike today... went to some place near my school... nxt to the K-box there... yep.. haven't played in awhile so it was fun.. at least we didn't go play dota again. Excessive dota can get as boring as... yea.

I guess i should overcome my fear of playing ball again and jus put on my cast and start playing soccer and basketball again... Apparently shaun says he'll definitely score against me on the field.. cuz my position's a keeper... and he hasn't scored against me once but oh well he's welcome to try again... haha

Did u guys catch the match last night? Rooney seriously needs to grow up like the commentator said... he could have cost man utd a loss la.. urgh and with him, Man Utd might not have ended up with a draw... For those laggers who don't noe wad happened, Rooney was booked for a rough tackle on one of the Villereal players and he wasn't happy with the refree for that and gave 3 sarcastic claps infront of the refree's nose.. and the refree being the bastard that he was sent rooney off for ill discipline on the field. sheesh... wad a match... but seriously van der sa was a good signing.. he saved man utd a good couple of times alreadi from embarrassment and he's a great keeper... good role model haha...

NAruto 151 is out ppl!

11:02 PM

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

k i jus watched Herbie fully loaded with Shirley, Toklet and Mike... haha kinda lame but alright i guess... haha some parts were really fake haha... a car can't do that la... sheesh oh well but it was fun... it was cold in the cinema though... and i bought like 4 cheesy hot dogs and gave one to mike and gave abit of mine to Shirley... it tasted great la.. (why am i always talkin bout food these days?) hmm... oh well..

Tml's the big day.... i have this sense of foreboding coming upon me... it's like when the weather starts to turn dark and you noe it's gonna rain... *shivers* it's gonna rain in my world soon... the most sickening thing bout poly is the exams... urgh... so anyways ppl, wish me luck.. and if i fail.. wish me luck for the retake exam too... *laughs*

12:00 AM

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

note to self... never ever go on a holiday when you're having you're exams. Urgh... i'm gonna fail my exams...sure retake 3 modules... haiz this is gonna be a short entry cuz i'm kinda upset cuz I seriously deserve wad i'm gonna get for not studying but i'll try my best.. I'm gonna say a prayer tonight to ask God to just let me scrape through all my modules and i swear i'll quit smoking for the rest of my life.... I really need to pass.. haiz.... *throws up my hands in defeat*

Oh n Tsubasa - 21 is out...

1:32 PM

Monday, September 12, 2005

gosh the wasabe is abit too much!!

gerard at the sushi restaurant..
ben's eyeing the sweets
Uncle John
Seriously looks like it's gonna break right?
No 1 racer... initial D style
I seriously think their heads look weird with the helmet on
aft this photo, we weren't standin still anymore... pushed him all the way
the shark - our fren, ben's enemy
at the pasa malam
our drinks
slackin at the bar
just after JUSCO
our hotel room
who's the shortest?
this is a serious random pic haha
That's claire, the dancer.... kinda drank abit
Chendol to a malaysian is like chicken rice to a singaporean! jus lazing around at the bar
it got him!
buddies for life man!


alright ppl i jus came back today... boy am i tired... but then again, it could be cuz i'm sick tt's y i'm tired *shrugs* who cares?? haha i had a ball of a time in malacca.. It was basically alot of shopping and eating for me... YES eating... i think i've gained bout 5kg over the weekend? *nods* i gotta exercise soon man.. this ain't good... k well i'll give a more detailed version of my holidays for you ppl..

Let's see... on thurs, I went to school with my "luggage" and set for my test.. (which seriously i don't think i'll do very well) then gerard's dad came n picked me up from school... Ben was alreadi in the car so like we went straight to the highway from there... We reached JB relatively fast.. traffic was smooth and all of us were in high spirits.. Oh and the checkpoint lady didn't quite believe that i was the same guy as in my photo in my passport cuz they seriously look different and i would not like to elaborate. So when we reached JB the frequency for 98.7 got a little fuzzy and Gerard turned off the radio... Then we went to this Hakka food coffeeshop which according to Gerard's dad was quite popular... as soon as the food came i could taste why... it was delicious! We had a plate of pork cutlet, a bowl of bittergourd soup, a plate of fried eggplant and a bowl of pig's trotters.... (YUM)... Uncle sure knew where the good food was... So like we ate till our bellies were full before embarking on the long ride to Malacca... The drive there was pretty boring.. there was no radio and all so my only form of entertainment was to disturb Gerard who was sitting infront of me... kept playing with his hair till he got quite irritated haha... Drifted off to sleep after awhile and when i woke up we were reaching already.. Upon reaching Malacca, Uncle John drove around for awhile and he caught sight of a "by the road" food fair... (i seriously dunno what you call those things but tt's wad i call it) we walked through the whole fair... Uncle John bought this soft koropok thingys which was quite nice and Gerard, Ben and I bought a RAmly burger each... those things are tasty stuff! We ate in the car on the way to the hotel.. which was called the equatorial (i think i spelled it right?) Our room was on the 15th floor... and you could smoke anywhere u liked except the lift... but of course with Uncle John around we refrained from doing so....... excessively.. haha so anyways we slacked in our room and took a tour around the place till dinner time... when Uncle John suggested we eat beef soup with rice... I wished i had taken a picture of the beef soup... Alright, see... this beef soup stall's only ppopular with the locals.. tourist will rarely find it cuz it's like in some slumish part of Malacca.. but good food somehow never escapes Uncle John haha I mean you'd never know the food was good if u merely drove past it and gave it just a little glance.. The claypot in which the soup and beef was held in was BIG.. really big and the amount of beef they gave was really generous.. One of my favourite dishes this trip... *longing for more* so anyways... that was really filling and what do you do when u feel really full? You must walk around!!! haha so we did just that at a shopping mall called JUSCO... i bought a couple of cool t shirts there.. i was eyeing a jacket too... but decided that if i really liked it, I would come back another time to get it. Took a couple of what kath would call random shots? haha... Uncle John then bought some oyster omelette for supper.. the way the fella fried the omelette was scary i mean the amount of oil he poured on the thing was kinda shocking... But oh well i'm not complaining cuz it was delicious. We came back to the hotel room and walloped the oyster omelette before freshening up abit and heading to the bar... Alright here's were it starts getting interesting.. see there was this group perfoming on "stage" more like jus a raised platform? haha oh well... and though they couldn't sing for nuts... one of the gals dancing could shell a nut jus by smiling at it.. nah... not really but she's pretty la.. k. So like my hair was down and i was wearing shorts... (Yes, In a BAR).. n i was watchin Gerard n Ben play pool while keepin a close watch on her too... when i left for the room, she sorta gave me an impish grin... heh... So that was the first day... slept rather late too... watchin channel 5.. yes they were showin it in Malacca...


Day 2- Uncle John tried to rouse us from our slp but to no avail so he went out for awhile before coming back up and guess what? we were all still soundly asleep... Dunno how but i managed to wake up first and get ready before the rest did... When we finally were ready, Uncle John brought us to this Teo Chew Porridge coffeeshop... he said it was supposedly good.. So i was rather enthusiastic bout eating it... but it was not really great la... nothing too spectacular... I mean it was nice but not like the beef soup get it? haha.. then we went to a sweet shop to buy some sweets? haha... yea ben n i bought a load of bubble gum (which is still with me if it interest any of you..) Thereafter, we went to this shopping mall called Mahkota? haha yea n i bought a couple of t shirts again from body glove... i saw a picture of a man crucified on the cross.. wanted to buy it but then ppl would have thought i'm some occultist or smth.. cuz tt man didn't look anything like jesus.. then we were back to the hotel room again... Uncle John went to buy wanton noodles for us... and when he came back... somehow, we were all still hungry again and the wanton noodles didn't last long in the room... We took a "short" nap before Gerard and Ben went Go karting... well i've had a bad exp when i was younger and I didn't wanna risk it happening again so I jus watched them whiz around in those go kart things that looked like it was gonna break apart at the slightest touch... as to who won the race, it's not certain as of yet.. Ben says he won and Gerard says he won.. personally i feel Gerard won... cuz he got to the end on his go kart and Ben crashed at the ending point.. so yea.. you ppl be the judge. They had their fun and Uncle John suggested that we go to this other place that sells the best beef kway teow... Sure enough he was 100% right... it was excellent.. Uncle John even ordered a couple more dishes like sweet and sour pork, a plate of sambal sotong, egg omelette and for health, a plate of xiao bai cai... n this was only the 2nd day mind you... After dinner, we went to this Pasa Malam which was quite cool... jus looked around and ate a bowl of ice kachang haha while the rest had chendol... we spent quite awhile there... Then we came back to the hotel and refreshed ourselves once again before heading down the bar... this time i was in jeans and my hair was up... *nods* and we sat relatively near the dancers... she gave us occasional smiles and I found myself giving the doppy kinda smile back.. sheesh... so anyways when the dancers had a break, she came to our table whether u believe it or not and shook our hands... before goin to the toilet. Then, when she came back, she continued singin once again till she had another break where she came to our table once again.. this time i offered her a chair... and she sat down and introduced herself to us... her name was claire and she was working at the hotel till the end of sept... she's catholic too... *nods with approval* so anyways... we took pictures with her.... and drank beer with contented hearts... we left when the bar closed.. we were there for quite awhile but it felt rather short to me... *shrugs* so anyways... nth much happened aft that.... jus slept well... Very well.... *grinz*

Day 3- Well not a very nice day for me... it was nice at the start but it gradually became worst... ok so anyways... we had to leave the hotel cuz Uncle John made plans with his buddies to stay at another hotel out of town... that meant that I couldn't go to the bar anymore... *sighs* ok nvm.. before leaving, we had the buffet breakfast that was downstairs... and i ate till i wanted to puke.. sheesh... aft that, we packed our things and left the hotel... bye bye claire! oh and she's 22 only... i forgot to mention that... We went to another hotel called rivera... i stayed in this one before.. The last time i came with gerard and his dad... our room was on the 13th floor and it had a nice view of the pool... (this is when the camera had no batt so like i didn't take photos from this day on).... The nicest thing bout the room was that it had ESPN... so that means we could watch soccer in our room... Having adapted to our room, Uncle John brought us to this shoppin mall called TESCO... which is really huge!! I was looking around and a couple pairs of jeans caught my fancy and I ended up buying them too... haha... We had sushi for lunch... this time it was suggested by gerard haha... not his dad... ate till we were full once again and went back to the hotel.... We watched the ending part of Face Off on Star Movies and half of Vertical Limit before we had to go to church... K u noe, i don't mind going for mass but this was abit too much... the churh was located on a hill and that hill happened to be a cemetry and there were mosquitoes everywhere... and it was packed with ppl... AND the mass was in TAMIL... like i understood it la! sheesh.. I mean some parts were in english but Gerard, BEn and I ended up playing like those little kids who couldn't keep still.. i think we kinda pissed the dad off.. haha we were playin catching and alot of other nonsense... it was too hot to sleep either so that was our only hope of survival... heh... Then we had dinner with Uncle John's buddies and their families.. they are one bunch of ppl who really enjoy their food too... I wasn't really full cuz the food was gone veri fast... we ate at this Nonya Restaurant... there was this huge sambal fish, egg omlette again, Potato leaves, Soya Sauce Tofu (not really nice so it wasn't wiped clean) and chicken curry.... I ate what i could... and prayed we would have more food later.... My prayers were definitely answered as the man utd game was on and we wanted to go to the room to watch it.. so Uncle John went out with his buddies but not before one of his buddies came over and gave us a bag of tutukueh! It was great stuff! I can't say the same thing bout the game... Man Utd drew 1-1 with Man City.. Urgh.... but Van Der Sa did save a spectacular shot by Andy Cole.. aft that we watched the mummy on star movies and i slept on the couch....

Day 4- which is today.... we really woke up late... no amount of calling from gerard's dad could wake us up... Ben was the first to go and get ready... I was still feeling sleepy so went back to slp... When i was really awake, I dragged myself to the toilet and woke myself up properly with cold water and all... we were leaving and we needed to check out... So Uncle was in kind of a rush.. Then for lunch we went to this beef kway teow soup stall... *shouts* ITS GREAT I SWEAR! the soup was fantastic.... i mean i can't explain it but it was jus great.... haha... then we went back to JUSCO cuz I bought the jacket! haha... yea it's a greyish reebok one.... liked it... yea so anyways after buying some tit bits and all for the car ride we made our journey back to S'pore... I fell asleep rather quickly but not before disturbin Gerard... haha... When i woke up we were in this weird area which i still dunno how to pronounce.. haha well we just ate there... so it doesn't really matter... we ate some hokkien noodles with lotsa garlic... kai lan, otah omelette and fishball soup.. I drank lotsa water.. cuz i was somehow feeling kinda sick suddenly.. in the car i ate the nachos that i bought at JUSCO and stayed awake all the way to S'pore... came home with a rather light wallet but a heavier bag... heh...

2:00 AM

Thursday, September 08, 2005

fifa is addictive... gerard doesn't even wanna look at the cam
checkin out shaun's new camera phone
one of those random pics aft mahjong


ok so like i have a damn exam in 6 hours time but I'm still up and i came back around 4a.m... went to watch the longest yard with Ben and Gerard... I seriously recommend the show to you ppl... it's super funny... definitely worth your money... then aft that we took a cab down to gardens to eat supper before walkin back home... Gerard went to stay over at Ben's place.. cuz i have to go for the exam tml...

Looks like i'm not gonna go for the paper on friday... Gerard n Ben said i tua pang seh them when i told them that i couldn't go.. oh well... guess i'll head down to malaysia and seriously pray that i pass my damn modules.... crap.. Sylvia, if you're reading this, we'll pass up our projects on monday k? i've not done the survey form yet... I don't really noe how to do it... *shrugs* i'll take it off Naz or smth when i have the time... I seriously need to sort out my priorities... sheesh... quite screwed up if you ask me... Well gonna slp alreadi my mom's kinda pissing me off... for not lockin the grille??? like wtf man... i always lock the main door but she wants me to lock the grille instead... mad.. *shakes head* i'll come back on sunday... you people don't miss me yea?

5:00 AM

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

the addiction that will cost me my life

I swear Gerard and I are gonna wring the little rat's neck when we see him... and i mean the real titchy fella called benedict lee wei wen... one big idiot... sheesh... we were supposed to go cycling but noooo... someone didn't want to go... cuz he was afraid... gave lame excuses like he wanted to go geylang instead and asking us to go... So like in the end we slacked at Shaun's place and ate mee goreng (the instant noodle kind) and jus relaxed in his room... Benedict said he'd call us at 3 but at 3 nobody called... the pang seh kia went to slp... sheesh...

So like now it's 4... gerard and I walked back home (my house) and we're jus sitting down on the couch with no purpose in life as usual... somehow wished i was back in camp... it was so much better down there... *shrugs* guess facilitators and students both feel the same way... oh well...

I realised one thing today... my presence in cat class has been noticed by the kids haha... cuz like i usually go when i can wake up (which is not really often) and 3 of them have wrote me testimonials with the phrase "come to cat class more often" on every one of them... haha so don't wori sec 2s.. i'll definitely try my best..... right so i'm gonna go listen to some music and talk to gerard before sleeping.. I'm gonna renew my passport tml.. might go malaysia on thurs and come back on fri or sat... haha cheers ppl!

4:04 AM

Monday, September 05, 2005

Alright i just came back.... I'm pretty shagged out and stuff... but i guess it's worth it... the camp was kinda fun... My group was surprisingly great!! Let's see my group members were.
1. Daniel
2.Max
3. John
4. Amanda
5. Julia
6. Veronica
7. Lavania
8. Lynette

Got to noe them better and they're a great bunch of people.. haha the 3 days of camp were full of events that i can't exactly remember all and put it down here but i'll try my best...

Day 1
We met up at church at bout 7 a.m blurry eyed and tired.. i was in a pretty slack mood. Gave out name tags to the kids and wore my own.. It was only then that we knew our fellow group members.. I like didn't know half of them on the list la! Oh well so Gerard and I trooped up the first bus with half of the sec 2s and sat behind.. the bus ride was pretty long but i wiled alway my time talking to aunty vivian bout adolescents and BGR stuff haha... so thereafter, we arrived at the place. The immediate thing Gerard n I did was to scout the surrounding area... not the interior of the camp but the exterior haha we were scouting for good spots to go in the night.. heh. (to pop) well we found one straight away haha some void deck with seats and a table... Then we got our room keys and our room was kinda nice... It had a bunk bed and i took the top while gerard took the bottom bunk... then brad and ashley took the single beds and kenneth and melvin took the moth eaten matresses on the floor.. The food was great... for a church camp that is.. I even smuggled up some packet of chips which i found in the kitchen (it sorta became my favourite place) The sessions were draggy but I paid attention... had to set an example.. haha I even shared some stuff with my group when I could. My group's name was St. Elizabeth and the kids kinda shocked me, especially John cuz he said stuff which were quite profound at his level.. But in general, i never expected the group to be so at ease with each other and like participate in the sharings... it made me feel happy though. So like aft all the sharings and everything we got debriefed and then Gerard, Shaun, Ashley, Kenneth and I sneaked out to eat at some coffee shop nearby.. the chicken cutlet shaun ordered was like so big!!! sheesh... so like when we came back, we went to take a bath it was bout 2-3 am already so i didn't think ppl would like be up.. but the fire alarm went off and it jus had to go off when i was like along the corridor in my boxer lookin shorts... but nobody said anything so i went into my room and although ppl were making a fuss and running everywhere, I was too tired to bother, i jus went to slp.. didn't care if there was a fire or not.

Day 2
So like we woke up late for mass... haha wads new? Aunt Vi even came in to call us but like we acknowledged her presence for a liddle while before plonking back onto our pillows... Then a few minutes later shawn yeo came and tried to wake us up but I didn't even budge until i felt i was less tired. Washed up and painfully made my way into the session room where mass was being held.. Gerard was so tired that he fell asleep STANDING UP?!! lucky i was there to support him or he'd have fallen on the floor and the mass would have been a veri hilarious one.. Then came the games.. Gosh my group was super lousy at the games but we tied for first place with the grape game.. then went up to bathe and change and sleep... slept through the confessions... and i wasn't the only guilty one.. Gerard was sleeping too.. They had praying over after dinner and I prayed over the kids in our group.. this was like the first time in my life praying over ppl la.. i was kinda nervous at first but it worked out well in the end.. haha it felt good to be able to speak to god to help the person we were praying over with... Well then we went to eat the chicken cutlet again and came back pretty full.. Noel apparently had a fever cuz he drank beer for the first time in his life... bunch of mad ppl... stayed up till 5 am writing warm fuzzies to the kids from my group and cat class group.

Day 3
OK it was rather sad that everyone had to leave the place and get on with their lives aft that..i mean i can relate cuz i was in their positions once too.. haha feels quite long ago... all their skits were veri farnie... it was really a laugh to watch them acting... haha... and after mass, when the sec 2s went up on stage to do the dip dip dance it felt really nostalgic... couldn't but help smiling at all of them being so happy.. gosh i'm turning soft... I dunnno but i feel like i've got this sense of attachement to the kids now... they're really a great bunch of kids... dunno which rare few will come back to help out like us though.. hope John does... he'll be an asset... *nods*

11:04 PM

Friday, September 02, 2005

hey ppl i'll be MIA (missing in action) for 3 days.... haha i'll be heading down for camp... church camp, mind you... haha cuz i'm helping those titchy liddle sec 2s... haha don't wori i'll definitely msg u SP! (you noe who you are) anyways i noe my groupings alreadi... i'm with sherlyn, Kenny, Mark Abraham and evelyn... e camp doesn't look to bright to me... haiz oh well i'll try to inject life into the kids... hopefully i don't get scolded... haha i tend to play around too much..

Alright so i'll see u all when i see you haha.... take care everybody.. today's entry is short n sweet cuz i have to pack for the camp and head down to shaun's house... everyone's going to slp over there today... *grinz*

7:16 PM

Thursday, September 01, 2005

we went clubbing last night and when i say we, i mean Gerard, Melvin, Jared, Shaun, Tok, Ben and myself. Can u believe shaun went? sheesh... but seriously for someone who went the first time it was rather disappointing.. it wasn't really that happening like i expected it to be. We looked pretty gay sitting down on the couches and drinking... haha and the music was kinda dull at first too but it became better near the end.. tt's when gerard, Jared, tok and myself went to dance... quite a number of hot gals dancing around but i don't think they had the interest to dance with any of us.. *laughs* Came home rather tired and all.. finished up my project and went to slp at 5 plus? yea then had to wake up for school like 11... to do another project in school. But strangely i don't feel tired at all..

Oh yea something interesting happened in school today... i'm lucky i went. I was getting my classmates to try n rectify our project.. cuz it was in a mess.. (Shahrul and i are project partners so go figure) Then i noticed this gal leaning outside out lab window... the windows are big and transparent so obviously i could see her... yea then i was like lookin at her for awhile cuz she looked strangely familiar.. but when she turned around she didn't look like anybody i've met before.. so anyways she caught me staring at her n turned away quickly the glass windows are kinda soundproof so i didn't hear wad she said... cuz she said smth to her fren who was sitting down and her fren sort of like stood up and gave me a look before sitting down again.. Well i wasn't bothered much.. but she n i were kinda playing the eye contact game (which to me is kinda retarded but fun in some cases) Then when i went out she jus kept looking at me... haha let's jus say it's kinda like a big ego boost there... *nods* Man i love school! *laughs*

6:00 PM

James Chan.




I am honey Barney : DDDD !
I love __Jamie__. my GIRLFRIEND<3
26/07/88
RP student (Dip in New Media)
Gardens boy

Unconditional desires.
New slippers
A new bag for school
My own professional camera to take vids
A studio
To be recongnised as local talent one day
A lean body
A stable income lol
More Clothes
Driving license
A car - Honda Civic? Mitsubishi Lancer? Toyota Celica? woo wee!
My own house with my very own lava lamp
Travel overseas with the dudes
Cash man! LOADS of it
Stop smoking.. tough man TOUGH!
An alsatian (basically a handsome dog)
MAn Utd to win the EPL
The next Harry Potter book to come out
A less creaky bed
A better looking room
To hold YOU<3 in my arms every minute!
To always see that smile on HER<3 face


The endless connections.

Amanda Teh
Bobby
Chee Wee
Dawn
Fiona
GraceMary
Hasita
Jared
Jovina
Jenn
Joyce
Jolene
Jovina
Kath
Leanna
Lewis
Lynette Seah
Marcel
Michelle Teo
Oceania
Pamela
Pravin
Raymond
Rebecca
Rynette
Sarah Marie
Shir
Yveloin
Wen Zi



It took time to see.
July 2005
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July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
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January 2007
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July 2007
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October 2007
April 2008

Mix the words up.