I just woke up from a 17 hour long nap and I'm still feeling rather exhausted. It all started with a Saturday evening when we were all set to go to the lan shop.

Shaun, Bean, Mike, Chee Wee, Chng, Tony and I were about to play lan when Tony received a rather untimely call by his uncle who told him he had 4 free tickets to MOS cuz it was some company function or something. If we were down there before 9 we would have free drinks all the way till 9... However being Tony, Chee Wee, CHng and I, obviously we arrived late. Somehow, we managed to get our free entries in but no free drinks.. So Tony decided to come back a lil later when the crowd started flocking in... We had our chops on our arms alreadi so we could go anywhere n come back without having to queue up later on. So Chng came up with the idea of going to his No 1 place to chill and drink and that would be the loof... it's like this high end lounge (for the benefit of the ppl who are lost) Drank a couple of drinks there before headin back down to MOS... drank like a shot and some beers there... got rather sick on that shot... i like can't drink alcohol neat anymore... So we left rather early cuz i didn't have any mood to club and went to punggol nasi lemak to eat... Once we were done with our food, we agreed to lancraft and I played 2 game with them before headin off to bed.. But guess who miraculously appeared at my doorstep at 6am? Mr Gerard Teo... so he sat on my bed and we chatted till my dad asked us to leave for 7 am mass.

The workshop for the sec 3s was good.. Definition of true love "True love is when you seek the happiness of the person being loved" I'm not just talkin bout relationship kinda love... It can be your best buddy or your parents... and it can not necessarily mean happiness... if this guy loves to drink and when he drinks he's always happy but one day you stop him from drinking and he's not happy but he's your best friend.. it still means u love him cuz u care for his health and with good health he'll be happy in the long run. Heh.. ain't gonna touch much on that... Aft the workshop, we went for lunch and then headed down to Kensington Park to play soccer... Ended up with big blisters on the sole of my feet... note to self : never play with my converse shoes ever again. Headed home aft eatin dinner at gardens, took a refreshing bath and conked out at 8.30 pm.. haha.

Personal Thoughts
This isn't good... what you're currently practicing isn't achieving the goal which would lead you to your freedom and your redemption from society. WE do not bother about your past.. do we hog on the mistakes of our forefather's? If even once you assumed it was because of that you're seriously mistaken... So obviously I am not going to take the blame which you are trying to push so conveniently to. I wasn't taking pot-shots at your past, just trying to right something which became so terribly wrong and you so bloody well noe that. Go ahead and lie to all the girls in the world... i don't really care but we are friends and friends for a very long period of time come to think bout it... is it worth it? Dude you're pushing it... there are somethings which I dont' wanna put down in words cuz I as a friend still respect you. There's still hope for redemption yet.. If you wish for it... unless somebody has mesmerized you to the point that you think how you are now will suffice... Bullshit dude... as if we've nv gave you a listening ear... If there's so little gratitude in you I really have nothing to say anymore..


My life is pretty easy to understand... I live to have fun and if given the choice, I would rather elude the dreaded thing called education. However, expectations are placed on me due to the fact that i'm the only child and I have to acquire that lame piece of paper aka a diploma. Well much as i want to achieve that, theres this catch... it being that I have no school to go to at present. I've not received any affirmation from the 2 polys that i applied for and since school term is just around the corner i'm panicking a little. Am i really left with no choice but to go down personally to appeal? Basically, my life has always been easy going and everything usually went smooth for me... so maybe i tend to take advantage of my good graces? I definitely cannot take liberties with school anymore once i go back in. I'm unsure whether it's my nature to learn things in life the hard way. I get so pissed off with that when he shouts at me for being a bum and a good for nothing because the truth hurts and maybe i don't want to handle the truth? One tends to get cocky when he/she manages to manoeuver through the various obstacles in life unscathed.. one fine example would be the one typing this entry right now. I'm definitely not naruto nor would I be wolverine but I'm as sure as hell certain that I'm blessed and someone up there's taking care of his lil boy.

I visited the doctor today for a check up on my condition and he said that on a scale of 1 to 6 (1 being the best recovery) I'm at 2 or 3 and he said that it was surprising cuz I didn't go for surgery but managed to recover so quickly. I'm happy definitely.... I'm sure I'll recover fully cuz it's all in the mind and the mind is a powerful thing.

As for school, IF i do not get a reply by the 29th I shall have to step in physically.. you can never trust technology these days.. Meanwhile for those who believe in god, pray for me cuz even though i do not pray much myself I gotta start now or I'll have to go army (i noe that sounds rather bad but sometimes u just gotta swallow your pride yea?) and how could I go army at such a young and tender age? It's unheard of.. lol...


I do realise what most of you will think when i say i watched another movie yesterday (now i guess would be 2 days ago).... No i'm not rich but yes i do like watching movies... good ones that is. Nanny McPhee passes off as a relatively nice show to watch... 3 outta 5 stars i would say. Quite touching... I DIDN'T CRY... i merely teared due to the air con which was drying my eyes. *nods* lol... watched it with Shaun, Joyce, Melvin and Rebecca... I seem to always be there on their dates... mere coincidence? Nah it's more like becoming a norm to me now.... I'm cool with it.. My personal opinion's basically to enjoy the movie and see no evil.

On another note, when Shaun and Melvin were bowling, i took the opportunity to scrounge $2 off Shaun to take a lil visit to the arcade. Rebecca sat and watched melvin get trashed by Shaun (the bugger trashes everybody at everything... RIGHT SHAUN?) Joyce accompanied me to entertain herself lols. Wasted 2 tokens on 2 different fighter plane games (died shockingly fast) and the other 2 tokens on shooter games... it was quite fun... It's amazing how much fun 2 bucks can bring you.

note for a certain few:
You cannot please everyone in life... some people will dislike what you're doing and some will be okay with it. Unless you tend to be rather easy going with everybody and keep your comments to yourself... basically, if i were to summarize all that into one word it would be.... tactful. Be tactful. There are times when you have to be straightforward and there are times when you have to just sit back and relax. Wouldn't you be multi-tasking? Looking out for your image and giving the people around you the respect that's due to them? (take note of the "due to them" so if they don't deserve any respect then jolly well fuck them up.. lols) I am not pointing fingers nor am i reprimanding anybody I'm merely trying to get a point across that if everyone was like that, life would be so much more serene. Unfortunately, not everybody can live up to those expectations mentioned above. *winks* so be the cream of the crop and just try and practice that... you'll go far... i promise.



Remember, remember the 5th of november.

I V for Vendetta yesterday with Melvin, Rebecca and Mike. It's certainly a movie you must not miss for all you people aged 16 yrs and above. (The show happens to be NC-16.. sorry kids) If you haven't watched the show and intend to watch it, don't read on cuz i'm about to give my own personal review on it.

Overall, I'd give the movie 4 stars... It has it's fair share of twists in the story and the action is cool. The acting is superb i'd add... V's power of english is astounding. I bet all the cheenafied people in the cinema were like staring at the screen and going along the lines of "what he say ah?" The humour in the movie takes abit more of a profound mind to understand and once again I must comment on the cheenafied ppl (they'd probably start laughin when the smarter ones start laughing and they won't have a clue about what they're laughing at) The only disappointing this is that you don't get to see the true identity of V but by the way the story was going i bet V wasn't much to look at under the mask anyways.

On another note, the movie makes you think about the good and bad of terrorism. Terrorists are radicals who uses terror as a political weapon. So basically anyone can be a terrorist if they have the backing of the people cuz one quote from the show will definitely strike everybody "people should not fear their government, the gonvernment should fear their people" Which in actual fact is true... take Singapore for example, if one day we decide to overthrow the governemnt due to a huge tax increase (i hope it doesn't happen) we will be able to do it. The government compared to the people are but a small insignifiicant stain on a big table and they know it. However, in the show, the governemnt were being terrorists themselves because they used fear to govern their people. So in the end, the terrorist V was good to bring liberty to the people. I guess in life, we gotta look at things from different perspectives and make our decision ourselves rather than listening to all the propaganda and making a judgement on that basis.

It's a deep show ain't it? heh.... well i guess it'll be deep to a few people... (don't get me started again) haha... oh yea i heard a new "your mama" joke.

"Your mama so fat that the kids ran around her for PE"

Alright it's off to gardens for me.... i'm totally broke but i guess there's no harm slacking there. The air's free...


rellow! today was a day of surprises not for me cuz i tend to noe most of the going ons around but it was kinda surprising for melvin n the rest.... heh... due to some death threat i recieved by an unknown source i shall not leak whatever happened today but it was cool to watch haha...

Anyways went to watch "The Dorm" today it's a super lame-us maximus show... it's like a horror flick but the director had a change of heart n turned it into an emo flick... wth? yea haha i noe. After the movie, I went to eat Carl's Jr.... WOO HOO i think i found like heaven... usually at BK or Macs if i'm really hungry i'll eat like a whole meal and an extra burger (if i can afford it) but Carl's Jr's burgers are so ginormous even if u put the burgers aside, the cheese beef fries are to die for... i ate the fries and felt half full alreadi... heh.. imagine a burger so huge that i felt abit sick eating it towards the end. I like wanted to eat Carl's Jr for like ages haha i finally did and ain't regretting it. *burps* excuse me!


ah... home sweet home! Just took like the most refreshing bath ever. Feeling rather shagged out now and I really don't think I'll be embarking on the hike anytime soon.

In the end, it was down to 6 people to brave this perilious journey... 6 brave men. Gerard the wise, Bean the coward, Jared the boar, Melvin the romeo, Marcel your mr nice guy and James the lost (which by the way happens to be me) So there you have it our team of 6 men doesn't sound too promising does it? But I'm proud of every single one of them cuz given our circumstances we still managed to get back in one piece.

Alright it all started out in the afternoon when I definitely told everyone to meet at 4.45 but knowing them, we met at 6.15 instead. Melvin treated us to a oh so filling dinner (thanks melvin you have earned your redemption) and by the time we reached ubin it was close to 8pm. Feeling pretty eager to start we started out at a rather quick pace but stopped minutes later cuz this police patrol asked us questions... (I hate the police) That being over and done with, we reached this place called the secret garden and I'm sure bean was scared of the various scarecrows strategically set up all over the place. He kept asking Melvin to switch on the torch when the full moon was bathing it's light all over the place. So we trudged on and it was rather uneventful till we reached the jungle tracks. The previous time i went there with Nelson happened to be in the day so visibility was not a problem at that point of time and i could clearly see the markings on the trees which eventually would lead the way out. However this was a different story, we were using torches and even the light from the moon couldn't help us cuz the canopy blocked most of the light from the moon. SO, yea we got lost and kept trying to find our way out.. Gerard and I were acting scouts for the night so we went ahead of the group to try and find a way out. I can't even count the number of spider-webs that clung onto me. It was kinda freaky too like just the two of us searching everywhere; pushing branches aside, stepping over big logs, crawling under plants. We even saw a tree covered in thorns! We kept on high alert all this while, not only because we were searching for a way out but there was wild boars, dogs and monkeys around and I wasn't gonna be like their next dinner or anything. So after a long 45mins later, we managed to find our way out. Bean was blaming me for making them lost and he started to take over the situation and acting big and all. *shrugs* I was fine with that, the rest of the journey was idiot-proof anyway. We stopped at a hut situated along the road which was a resting place for hikers/bikers and made a fire... *laughs* Jared and I had fun collecting leaves and twigs for the fire. Somehow, we managed to make the fire last till we left. Melvin was talking to his new girl on the phone so we irritated him for awhile n when it got boring, Gerard n I started "sword" fighting with the bamboo sticks we brought along for the hike. After we left our "camp" site, we walked all the way back taking a few detours here n there with no trouble.. Gerard and I were leading and the rest kept telling us to slow down cuz like Bean said, we were in our own little world. Kept playing funny games and coming up with stupid nonsense. Reached the village bout 4 am and lay down on the basketball court (what's left of it) till 6am... Gerard and Co played some crazy lightstick game which I sat out from cuz i was really kinda tired already. At 6, we went to the malay stall and ate mee rebus for breakfast before embarking on the long journey home...

There you have it our trip to pulau ubin! Pictures will come soon but there's nothing much worth seeing anyways... alot of pictures were wasted on the fire and lightstick patterns.... *laughs* Gerard once again. Most of those pictures which he saw was nice he wanted as his wallpaper. lols. Alright time for some sleep... goodnight people! This has been one of my longer post for ages! heh...


jus came back from the interview with the artiste management agency... fiak the course fees are a killer! $988 for courses such as dancing, grooming and acting by professionals (of course) I really don't know should i go for it? but like i dunno whether i can earn back the money i'll spend on the courses... I mean confidence is one thing but sometimes luck plays a big part in this industry.. hmph.. nvm i shall have to ponder it sometime later in the week... I told the lady i'd think bout it and give her a reply in 2 weeks. For now, I shall jus relax a lil.

alright... jus about to leave the house cuz we're embarking on another pulau ubin journey..... BUT, this time we're not biking, we're not going in the day and it's not only nelson and me. Marcel, Gerard, Ben, Jared, Raj, Mike, Melvin and I are going this time... So if u don't hear from us by tml means we're probably lost or dead. No one wants that yea?

We'll definitely have many pictures when we come back... if we come back. So see you all when i see you then.. ciao now.



































as promised, here are the pics. hope u appreciate scenery... cuz there's quite a number of lakeside pics... real cool


ok i'm using the last of my usually unlimited energy to update my blog cuz today's worth mentioning... *yawns*

Woke up at 9 and met the friggin farnie dude nelson... we had breakfast at the coffeeshop nearby our place (seriously come to think bout it, the minced meat noodles seems spiked cuz nelson and i had stomach aches) Took 105 to toa payoh cuz that's where we WERE supposed to meet... waited for awhile but Melvin didn't show up nor answer his calls (the fella was sleeping) so we caught an early movie "Wolf Creek" before heading down to Changi Ferry Terminal in a cab. Please don't watch it... it sucks to the depths of hell.. Underworld's a friggin nice movie... sad la M-18.. so sorry kids wait for the dvd... *laughs* Yea ok so anyways, the cab driver being an idiot brought us to the wrong ferry terminal and the distance between the two terminals weren't exactly near (to add, it was really hot) so Nelson and I were complainin bout the cabby and wishin for a cab to appear.. which happened rather slowly.. urgh.. after finally reachin the ferry terminal, we had to wait there cuz they have this policy of havin at least 12 passengers before leavin the docks... (cheapos) Once we arrived at Ubin we wasted no time in renting bikes cuz Nelson was against walking n now i thank him for it.

The sights were amazing like it's seriously kampung style down there... but i don't think kampung's sold coconut's for 1.50 a piece... day light robbery.. urgh oh well.. We got lost a couple of times but somehow managed to navigate our way through the forested areas and the various forks in the road.. Went around Ubin, visitin almost everything there was to visit.. gardens, houses, a temple, bridges, the NPCC camp etc.. the only thing i didn't like bout the trip was the steep up slopes... KILLER!!! but the down slopes were great.. worth the effort of going up... Nelson enjoyed it so much that he didn't see this big hole right infront of him and yes the fella fell down and cut his palm... stilll could tell me "Wah Shiok sia" *shrugs*

Oh and another rather eventful thing that happened was that nelson was taking pictures of this monkey, i was sittin down at the rest point and drinking water cuz we jus came out of the jungle path and it's not an easy feat with bikes... Suddenly I hear Nelson say "James I think there's a problem" I look up and i see the monkey's family coming towards us... We definitely didn't look like food and aft all that walkin i'm pretty darn sure we didn't smell like food either.. so we decided to get our asses outta there but before we could do that the monkeys went ballistic and started making noises and climbin trees... this was mainly because 3 wild dogs came out of nowhere and started chasing them... between the monkeys n the dogs i'd still choose the monkeys anytime so we high tailed outta there relatively fast.. lol.. made the journey exciting.

Didn't see any wild boars though... Not like i wanted to but it would have been cool to see one.. from afar.. jus in case it decides to impale you. All and all, i think it was rather cool and fun.. roughin the "outback" and havin good clean fun.. heh gonna go back next week... for the night hike.. today was jus to get used to the place. Once i do get the pictures of our trip i'll post it on the blog alrighty?





















Alright the new blog skin's up.. (duh). Pretty cool no? So anyways since i spent so long on the thing i might as well put up the photos too... Been out in the sun these few days, i'm like quite red now and various parts of my body kinda stings. I still haven't gotten my posting from NYP yet... i might have to go down n make an appeal this coming week.. *shrugs* hope it doesn't lead up to that cuz it's really troublesome to go to sch and speak to whomever it might concern cuz they'll send you on a wild goose chase.. and tempers tend to rise when that happens. haha... alrgiht shan't digress any further.. enjoy!

I am honey Barney : DDDD !
I love __Jamie__. my GIRLFRIEND<3
26/07/88
RP student (Dip in New Media)
Gardens boy

New slippers
A new bag for school
My own professional camera to take vids
A studio
To be recongnised as local talent one day
A lean body
A stable income lol
More Clothes
Driving license
A car - Honda Civic? Mitsubishi Lancer? Toyota Celica? woo wee!
My own house with my very own lava lamp
Travel overseas with the dudes
Cash man! LOADS of it
Stop smoking.. tough man TOUGH!
An alsatian (basically a handsome dog)
MAn Utd to win the EPL
The next Harry Potter book to come out
A less creaky bed
A better looking room
To hold YOU<3 in my arms every minute!
To always see that smile on HER<3 face



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