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Friday, July 28, 2006

18 AT LAST!!! haven't been blogging lately but I guess I should start now or this will be a dead blog. Watchin Mohsen and Yvonne having a msn argument (apparently both of them hate each other now)

Firstly, a few thank yous are in order. Thanks to all my classmates for making my birthday a happy one. They tricked me about the watermelon juice girl and I almost didn't want to get out of class because they said that she was outside. So i was dragged out and then lo and behold there was a big birthday cake there for me and everybody sang me "Happy Birthday" Thanks guys... and of course for throwin me in the damn pond. They took a video too and if i could I'd show it for the whole world here but I don't really noe how to do it so if you wanna see it ask Ram for the video.

Thanks to chee wee and Tony for slacking with me at sentosa, drinking beer at KM-8 and sleeping on the hard wooden benches.


Thanks to my best buds, Melvin, Gerard and Mike for having the steamboat dinner with me. I swear it was damn nice, I'm definitely going back to eat there one of these days. Urgh but all the food's gonna plump me up.. gotta go jogging tonight or something.

I managed to use my IC last night for the first time in my life. I bought beer from 7-11 and I was wearing my school PE t-shirt so the woman asked for my id and I happily handed my IC over then she had the audacity to say "Cannot BUY!" so I glared at her and said "WHY CANNOT?" then she took a 2nd look and said "oh yesterday your birthday hor.. can can" basket... I would have caused a scene if she hadn't said Happy Birthday.

I've been plauing Final Fantasy 8 on the com lately and it's super old school but it's damn fun I think it's because of that that I'm gettin these headaches in the night lately. It's friggin pain la and I never really ever had a headache before. It's quite the experience.

That's like most of the stuff that's been happening in my life lately and I'm contented.. strangely enough. Now is a good time to settle down and enjoy life ain't it? heh

10:30 PM

Monday, July 03, 2006

When the fear of death hits you smack in the face, don't you appreciate life better? In that moment do you reflect upon your past actions and wished to turn back the time?

I have a few words to say to some people and if you're not on this list it doesn't mean you're not being thought about.

I'm Sorry

To : the dude with the blue t shirt today

I had my laugh over you and I scared the shit out of you and I know you will never read this but I'm sorry I had to do what I had to do. Hope you're ok.

To : Melvin, Gerard, Kenneth and Chee Wee

Thanks guys for helping me out even though you weren't obligated to. I'm glad all of us are okay and nothing's wrong or I'd feel guilty for the rest of my life. I'll always look out for you guys and all of you should know that.

To: Tony

Sorry for not including you in and I thank you for looking out for me too BUT there won't be a next time man... that's not the lifestyle I want for myself.... not even for the 'kick'

To : Mom and Pops

Somethings are better left unsaid and I don't want to break your hearts further.

To : Andrew, Ram and the guys

Shocking eh? AND Ram... don't take up the fight with august cuz you know what I'll do. It takes a lesser man to start a fight and a greater man to back out from it. August, quit bullying the poor bugger.

This goes out to many other people out there... my tribute to you people who've known me long enough. No I didn't have a near death experience today but yea it was close enough.

Oh and on a lighter note, I drove for the first time in my life today... think like melvin's balls shrank to the size of a pea and chee wee's stress level hit the roof. I didn't bang anything though so it was alright... pretty close though.


10:33 PM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Dear God,

I'm sorry for my sins, past, present and future. I'm sorry.

Just felt a need to type that out I guess... no particuliar reason.

I'm sorry for dragging you guys in.. It's not like you have an obligation to help me but you did and I love you guys. Thanks guys you're the best! Best of lucK on Monday!

I've nothing much to say at the moment after losing sucha big amount of money but I'll probably sound much better when the weekend's over. Good night!

Oh and I don't think i'm going to school on monday. I don't have the friggin mood.


5:30 AM

James Chan.




I am honey Barney : DDDD !
I love __Jamie__. my GIRLFRIEND<3
26/07/88
RP student (Dip in New Media)
Gardens boy

Unconditional desires.
New slippers
A new bag for school
My own professional camera to take vids
A studio
To be recongnised as local talent one day
A lean body
A stable income lol
More Clothes
Driving license
A car - Honda Civic? Mitsubishi Lancer? Toyota Celica? woo wee!
My own house with my very own lava lamp
Travel overseas with the dudes
Cash man! LOADS of it
Stop smoking.. tough man TOUGH!
An alsatian (basically a handsome dog)
MAn Utd to win the EPL
The next Harry Potter book to come out
A less creaky bed
A better looking room
To hold YOU<3 in my arms every minute!
To always see that smile on HER<3 face


The endless connections.

Amanda Teh
Bobby
Chee Wee
Dawn
Fiona
GraceMary
Hasita
Jared
Jovina
Jenn
Joyce
Jolene
Jovina
Kath
Leanna
Lewis
Lynette Seah
Marcel
Michelle Teo
Oceania
Pamela
Pravin
Raymond
Rebecca
Rynette
Sarah Marie
Shir
Yveloin
Wen Zi



It took time to see.
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
October 2007
April 2008

Mix the words up.